I know it won’t work out.

i guess im forgoing the camp, i still need time to sort out my feelings and to think over some things for a minute…

this week had been an extremely hard week to go by, i know, it takes time to get over feelings. sometimes, it doesn’t go when its supposed to. its really hard for me, when everything starts to go wrong at the same time, and nothing ever seems to go right. i know i don’t the right to think about you now. but i really can’t help it.

friends around me have been very encouraging after they read my blog, and i know some classmates have even went to the extent of reading up my boring blog everyday to keep up with whats happening.

for that, i really appreciated it. every night, i tried to stay up late so that i will be so tired that i won’t think of anything else when i go to sleep.

but i know it isn’t working, its like fighting a battle within myself.

~ by chongyan on July 13, 2007.